Tucson

It's good to be back.

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Monday Mind-day

"The consciousness sees all the glamour, the llusions, the attractions of the world—the pleasures— and gets sidetracked. It is all a part of learning. So as it goes through its life plan, it is apt to create imbalance."

-David Hawkins

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DING

Welcome to America.  Please remain seated with your seatbelt fastened until we have come to a complete stop and the captain has removed the fasten seatbelt sign.

It is like waking up from a 7 month dream.  Here I am in AZ with everything just as I left it, while I have been transformed by special experiences and special people to a new me.  Sure the gas prices are a little higher and Sarah Palin is a little dumber, but the changes brought about within me are much more drastic.

These changes shine a new light on every subject.  I am excited by this new light, but also depressed to be immersed within an ignorant society, deprived of such light.

I came to a conclusion while traveling; the world in which we inhabit is far too big.  I am eager to explore and see as much of it as possible.

I have been in 29 out of the 193 countries of the world.  My goal is to keep my list of countries higher than my years, but I don't think that I will live to be 193.

It also makes me sad that there are so many amazing corners of the world that I will never discover.  I might miss out on what would be my favorite place in the world.

Our reality and course of life is dependent upon prior experiences.  I am a believer that a more diverse collection of experiences leads to a richer life... however, who am I to say what a rich life is?


SO, I am here.

I am also:

• Adapting to society
• Excited for a life with new views
• Thankful for connections made abroad

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Alive

I am alive and well, but busy indulging in everything that life has to offer, such as goat sandwiches.

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What is it good for?

There are almost always wars going on in our world in some form or another.  When peace arrises in some part of the world, chaos outbreaks in another.

What is it good for?  Absolutely nothing...?

It was only 15 years ago that the part of the world where I am visiting was in chaos.  It is impossible to imagine what life could have been like, but seeing some cities which were under seige and talking to local residents really helps create an idea of how terrible the conditions were in Bosnia and Serbia.

I was accompanied by some fun and rowdy erasmus students from Prague which made traveling to Belgrade and experiencing the city a lot of fun.

Rolling into Belgrade, just in time for sunrise.

The weekend was filled with protests and parties, we only took part in the parties. 

Much of the buildings were old and beat up.  

Even the main fortress of Belgrade, which has been demolished something like 38 times during its 500+ years of existence.

Despite the destruction, it was nice to experience a new culture, quite different from anything that I have known.  Hostility could be sensed in some ways and I didn't feel as though many Serbs had a feeling of national pride.

I said au revoir to my French, Spanish, and Portuguese travel companions and joined forces with a nice young Danish man, Morten, for the second part of my Balkan adventure.  We headed to the Bosnian capital, Sarajevo.  I was looking forward to comparing these two cultures who were so hostile so recently.

Home of the 1984 Olympics and situated within the mountains, I knew that physically, I would like Sarajevo.

 Bosnia is also an Islamic country filled with beautiful mosques which really intrigue me.

Sarajevo was under siege by the Serbians for 4 years, during which time the only access to the outside world was via the "Tunnel of Hope."

This tunnel spanned ~900m under the Sarajevo airport and into a courageous woman's house in a surrounding neighborhood.

This city has been significant in history for more reasons than the recent war - Franz Ferdinand was assassinated on this bridge which was the single event that began the first World War. 

Every part of this city was very enjoyable, even the local dark beer fresh from Sarajevska Pivara... Morten asked for a couple "big beers"... neither of us knew that "big" meant 1 liter.

My feeling during my short stay that Bosnians living in Sarajevo really valued their lives.  Maybe living 4 years under such terrible conditions really allowed these people to value life.

Sure there were many destructed buildings, but rather than make the city feel dirty and slummy, it gave a sense of pride.  

There was a sense that even though some buildings may not survive 4 years of bombing, a culture can live on.

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We all need some Forint coins

In a couple short days, another chapter will be in the books.

I began this chapter for one reason... change.  Change is exactly what I received.

In addition to change, I also received knowledge.  Knowledge of biophysics and genetics.  But, more importantly knowledge of myself and my values.

I wouldn't have written this chapter any other way.

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Nomad - no plan, no worries.

In less than a week I will be a nomad... for over a month.

A spec on this continent, eager to explore.

When I stop and think about living for 5 weeks with no plan... no itinerary.... I can become stressed and scared.

This way of living, traveling, and seeing opposes how my life has been for most of 23 years.

But, then I think more...

My greatest stress is being autonomous amidst sites and cities, waiting to be viewed by my keen eyes...

... life isn't too bad.

I am blessed.

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